my tulpa pendles between my dead brother and my ex boyfriend

smiles-advice:

I haven’t healed completely

And I still make mistakes

But I’m moving forward

And that’s what matters

(via 99s--boys)

mamoru:

survive out of spite. survive as a witness. survive as a warning to the future. survive so these stories do not disappear

(via issdefiant)

peachynm:

“i knew right away that i’d fall for you because it was 3:00am and the last thing i wanted to do was sleep i was weak and exhausted and uncertain about everything except needing to talk to you even if neither of us had anything to say”

—

youth by nicole mae

peachpiles.com

(via ndscreencaps)

just-shower-thoughts:

Maybe we only love our parents because of Stockholm Symdrome

goldbutch:

daughters breathe and moms are like you’re ugly and everything you do is wrong

(via freundschaftmitextras)

dearmyblank:

josh

sometimes i feel like i’m drowning in you
and you can’t decide whether to pull me up
or push me under

-charlotte

josh

i know she’s better than me
but she left you now and it hurts because
i didn’t know having nothing
was better than me

-charlotte

josh

i could ruin you if i wanted to
but the sad thing is
it would destroy me too

-charlotte

josh

i called it ‘lost love’ for a reason,
you’ll find that funny boy one day
and i’ll be standing right beside him

-charlotte

josh

it feels like i’m falling,
both for you all over again
and towards rock bottom

-charlotte

josh

i love you in all the ways we were impossible
completely, utterly
timelessly and without a doubt

-charlotte

josh

you’ve seen me at my worst and you’ve loved me at my best
if i told you they were the same thing would you listen?
if i told you i’m still the girl you fell for so long ago?

-charlotte

josh

we make no sense but i can’t figure out a way to live without you
is that a paradox or just really really sad?

-charlotte

josh

i know you’re unhappy and that you kind of blame me but i can’t help you if you push me away.
i will hold you up until my arms give out if i need to.
you will always come first, because i promised myself i would never hurt anyone the way you hurt me.
there will never be a second where you’re falling that i won’t catch you.

-charlotte.

nightlightsex:

Ich glaube, dass es egal ist, wie lange es her ist, ich werde nie aufhören, über dich zu bloggen, genauso wie ich nie damit aufhören werde, ab und zu an dich zu denken.

(via not-all-are-happy)

undeadcourier:

goddamn i cannot wait to be a gay anarchist space-faring cowboy dicking around the cosmos and personally destroying major corporations

(via nikolas-reblog)

theletterineversent:

I miss you.

I know youre still sweet and kind somewhere deep inside but I also know you changed so much  that you told me if I knew all of it I would hate you.

I cant hate you, I tried, but I cant. Even though all of my friends are already tired of your name.

I got over her and I will get over you too, but it takes me so much time. you are the first boy I ever loved.

There are too many secrets you know about me, and at the same you dont know anything, and i argue with myself that i should have told you.

Please lets give this another shot, all of that couldnt have been for nothing, you didnt lie, you never did, which means i meant more to you once. more than friends.

see you on the other side of the war,

Veronica